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The whole house creaks loudly every now and then. I do
too, silently of course. This morning I woke up to sunshine and snow. We finally have snow.
Winter… I guess she has finally arrived properly, hasn’t she? It is
getting colder and colder probably every second so I don’t wonder why
the whole house is sighing and creaking. I’m sighing and creaking and
I’m tired and I feel melancholic, in the good way though. I’m happy and
melancholic at the very same time. I think it’s the best feeling there
is, to be both happy and melancholy. It’s like watching a sunset by the
ocean; there’s just something about it that makes you happy and yet so
melancholy but in overall it’s good, everything’s good. When you’re too
happy and everything’s just all sunshine and fun and laugh, it gets
lonely and sad. To me it does anyways. I guess what I’m trying to say is
that I’ve always felt so much happier when I’m by myself and everything
feels light and happy and melancholy and a little heavy at the same
time. Yeah, that’s when I’m happy. When there’s this light melancholy
everywhere there’s happiness too.
I agree. :) I feel a lot of people wouldn't understand that, but I'm glad you feel that way too.
ReplyDeleteBy the way, your last post... oh my goodness - it's exquisite. Your imagery is flawless and beautiful, and your conclusion is magnificent!
I know the feeling and I totally agree. Classic happiness is just not for me.
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